Thursday, December 25, 2008

was i ALONE ??

This happened on wednesday...A wednesday of its own kind..Different from all other wednesdays..And even different from 'a wednesday ' movie..But it was the first wednesday of its own kind..I didnt went to office..Had some work but that work got over early unexpectedly..I thought of utilizing my day by meeting my friends..All the friends were busy somewhere or the other..But i didn't want to go home either..So, i thought of going to C.P. alone..But was i alone??


I got out of the metro but again went out from wrong exit..Its happening with me continuously..I remain lost somewhere or have started forgetting things??I fear from the second problem...Though i moved towards the Janpath taking the longest route..It all was happening on its own..Don't know who was directing me..I didn't had to buy anything but still was looking here and there..Was i finding something?? I don't know..When i came out of Janpath i started feeling something different inside my stomach..A bit of pain..So i decided to go to Subway..My favourite resto..I really love the subs..There i order chicken-seekh sub with coke..And asked him to make it most spicy..But they still fail to make it spicy..:)I was eating my sub alone..And was enjoying so much..But was i alone??

Then i came out of the subway..And started walking..Don't know again where was i going..Someone was calling me??Or im on way to become a writer..I heard writers love to roam alone..Same thing was happening with me..But i didn't want to become writer..I went to all the showrooms..Pepe, Levis, Spykar, Adidas, Nike and all..But i didn't had to buy anything..And i was enjoying window shopping so much, i always enjoy, but i never knew i will enjoy alone also..I then went to Central Park..I like the way the security forces are checking people before they enter..And i hate people who misbehave with the guards..For whom are they doing it??I kept walking..Didn't had any target to complete..Was not even preparing myself for marathon..But still i  was walking..While walking i noticed few things..The notice boards..Few goes like this 'Walk on the paved footpath only', 'No spitting here', 'Dont pluck flowers', 'Keep the garden clean'..There's nothing new in these..But how many notices we really follow??While i was walking i was noticing many more things..Hows the pigeons eating manure and taking off as someone comes near to them..Its really nice to see them..They all flies together..No pigeon is left alone..They are actually better than us..The other thing i noticed was the flowing water..The water always forms small lines like pattern on them..A pattern similar to the patterns on our hand formed by lines..Does that flowing water was someone's hand??The last thing i noticed was the people out there..U will get to see all types of..Some sleeping, some studying, some talking, some making love, some holding hands, some kissing, some starring at them..The thing that struck my mind was..What will our grandparents think if they see all this??Bcoz no boy was with another boy, no girl with another girl, it was boy with girl..Look at any pair..Its always follows like this..They will just say "zamana bahut age bad gaya hai, but zamana hamare hath se hi nikal gaya hai" ..Because the people feel proud when someone notice them..Don't know why??But still i was alone??

Or was someone walking with me??Or talking to me??Or guiding me??Or accompanying me??Or was someone in my heart??or was i missing someone??Or it was that footpath??Or those pigeons??Or those notice boards??Or that flowing water??I don't know who was with me..But im sure i was not alone...:)

4 comments:

gagan said...

Mann dat was nyccc....
but the titl i think does not match wid d content....
but still u hv creativ mind.... dats for sureee...
I enjoyd reading itt....

Unknown said...

thanks gagan..n thanks for feedback too..but still i think the title is app..

swati said...

nice post..u reminded me of jaipur..n its central park..
:)

Unknown said...

thanks swati..happy that im being able to remind u of somethin..:)