Thursday, December 25, 2008

was i ALONE ??

This happened on wednesday...A wednesday of its own kind..Different from all other wednesdays..And even different from 'a wednesday ' movie..But it was the first wednesday of its own kind..I didnt went to office..Had some work but that work got over early unexpectedly..I thought of utilizing my day by meeting my friends..All the friends were busy somewhere or the other..But i didn't want to go home either..So, i thought of going to C.P. alone..But was i alone??


I got out of the metro but again went out from wrong exit..Its happening with me continuously..I remain lost somewhere or have started forgetting things??I fear from the second problem...Though i moved towards the Janpath taking the longest route..It all was happening on its own..Don't know who was directing me..I didn't had to buy anything but still was looking here and there..Was i finding something?? I don't know..When i came out of Janpath i started feeling something different inside my stomach..A bit of pain..So i decided to go to Subway..My favourite resto..I really love the subs..There i order chicken-seekh sub with coke..And asked him to make it most spicy..But they still fail to make it spicy..:)I was eating my sub alone..And was enjoying so much..But was i alone??

Then i came out of the subway..And started walking..Don't know again where was i going..Someone was calling me??Or im on way to become a writer..I heard writers love to roam alone..Same thing was happening with me..But i didn't want to become writer..I went to all the showrooms..Pepe, Levis, Spykar, Adidas, Nike and all..But i didn't had to buy anything..And i was enjoying window shopping so much, i always enjoy, but i never knew i will enjoy alone also..I then went to Central Park..I like the way the security forces are checking people before they enter..And i hate people who misbehave with the guards..For whom are they doing it??I kept walking..Didn't had any target to complete..Was not even preparing myself for marathon..But still i  was walking..While walking i noticed few things..The notice boards..Few goes like this 'Walk on the paved footpath only', 'No spitting here', 'Dont pluck flowers', 'Keep the garden clean'..There's nothing new in these..But how many notices we really follow??While i was walking i was noticing many more things..Hows the pigeons eating manure and taking off as someone comes near to them..Its really nice to see them..They all flies together..No pigeon is left alone..They are actually better than us..The other thing i noticed was the flowing water..The water always forms small lines like pattern on them..A pattern similar to the patterns on our hand formed by lines..Does that flowing water was someone's hand??The last thing i noticed was the people out there..U will get to see all types of..Some sleeping, some studying, some talking, some making love, some holding hands, some kissing, some starring at them..The thing that struck my mind was..What will our grandparents think if they see all this??Bcoz no boy was with another boy, no girl with another girl, it was boy with girl..Look at any pair..Its always follows like this..They will just say "zamana bahut age bad gaya hai, but zamana hamare hath se hi nikal gaya hai" ..Because the people feel proud when someone notice them..Don't know why??But still i was alone??

Or was someone walking with me??Or talking to me??Or guiding me??Or accompanying me??Or was someone in my heart??or was i missing someone??Or it was that footpath??Or those pigeons??Or those notice boards??Or that flowing water??I don't know who was with me..But im sure i was not alone...:)

Sunday, December 21, 2008

FUEL of my LIFE...1

We achieve and get so much, yet it seemed many people had not got many things they desired..Why don't we get everything we desire??Is it because we desire for  everything??Or is it because  there is someone out there, somewhere, who knows what is right for us..He makes sure we get everything we should get, it may not be everything we desire..:)

winter BLUES ???

i want to write..
i dont want to write..
i want to study..
i dont want to study..
i want to sleep..
i dont want to sleep..
i want to go out..
i dont want to go out..
i want to talk..
i dont want to talk..
i want to come online..
i dont want to come online..
i want to play..
i dont want to play..
i want to watch movie..
i dont want to watch movie..
i want to eat..
i dont want to eat..
i want to listen..
i dont want to listen..
i want to smile..
i dont want to smile..
i want to have bath..
i dont want to have bath..
i am missing someone..
i am not missing someone..
i know what is this..
i dont know what is this..
i know whats happening to me..
i dont know whats happening to me..
i know what im writing..
i dont know what im writing..
i am having winter blues??
i am not...........???

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Love Marriage Vs Arrange Marriage

Papa:      bacho ko arrange marriage karni chahiye..arrange marriages zyada successful rehti hai..

Manav:  papa ye aap Marriage Vs Arrange Marriage kaise keh sakte ho??arrange n love marraiges m equal no of divorces hot hai..
Papa:      actually arrange marriage m parents bolne layak to rehte hai beech m...agar koi ladai ho jaye ya koi prob ho..but love marriage m kaha..
Manav:  but wo love marriage m bhi beech m bol sakte hai...
Papa:      but love marriage m koi nahi beech m padta..
Manav:  ye love marriage ka rule hai kya??
Papa:      nahi..but love marriage wale case m...
Manav:   zamana badal gaya hai..n zamane se tez ladkiyan..aaj kal har ek ka affair hota hai n har ek ka break-up..n us ladki se shadi karne se acha hai jo pehle se thook thuka k aayi ho k usse k jaye jise hum ache se jante hai..n completely trust kar sake..atleast extra marital affair wala risk to nahi rahega..:)   


(This maybe just perception of few people i know..So please dont take it on heart..I just wanted to bring out view of certain people who thinks in this direction..)

Happy Birthday Prachi

Its not her birthday today..Her birthday was on 15 November..N comes every year like ours...But this time i forgot to wish her..:(..Its not like that i forgot her birthday but i missed to wish her...It just slipped out of my mind..Sorry SIS...Anyways she is one of my sweet cousin n pretty too..So boys just be away from her bcoz she have few brothers who can cause u trouble..But good boys are always invited..:)Hai na behena???:)..N everyone who just read this post wish her through comments so that she forgive me soon...:)..I know she will otherwise also but still..N i promise that we all will go to disc after ur exams...N from now i will be the first one to wish u...Happy now???:)

BUT WHERE IS THE TREAT???:)

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

do we have a RIGHT to CRY??

We often keep crying for somethin or another in our life...We almost spends 90% of our life cryin for all what we dont have..N even our tears overcome our smiles..N we r not able to express our happiness completely atleast when we r happy..N even are not able to feel happy ourselves...Because hum log apni hi duniya ki problems main fase rehte hai, agar hum bahar ja kar auro ki problems dekhenge  to..We'll find that our problems are nothing..Here is a small experience of one of my friends..Which taught me that we dont have any right to cry....


She once went to a slum area for some survey as a part of her college assignment...The slum we all know how it is..We people just cant stand over there..Its so filthy n unhygienic...There she went inside one jhuggi..It was a small room of almost 8*6..N it was their bedroom cum kitchen cum everything...No furniture, no almirah, nothin other than a single mat over which they all sleep..They were sooo poor..The family consisted of 1 man n his 2 children..Even her wife was not there...Its really bad to see people living like this..My friend entered inside n said namaste..The man was shocked n happy to see someone like this to come to their jhuggi..He was expectin her to be some govt servant for their help..But she was there for her work..The man put a bucket upside down for her to sit..Even when she was ready to sit on floor..N the man asked her for tea..N was calling her betti..N most important the man had courage to smile..N his smile taught my friend if people have courage to smile in such unwanted  conditions..than why do we cry??N if we cry we are doing injustice to such people..Because ours condition is much more better than those people..
So, do we a have right to cry???

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Im a flirt, really??


..Flirt..Flirt..Flirt..This is what i hear from everyone around me..N still hearing..Girls boys n everyone..Even my girlfriends says im flirt..But im a flirt, really???

This questions just makes me lost in my thoughts..Thoughts to which i dont have an answer..But how can i know the answer when i dont know what flirtin means..
My mom says im a flirt bcoz i talk to so many girls..Dont I have right to have a female friend..Or should i get inspired by dostana or fashion..Even that relation is also not considered good...Maybe i will never b able to get married if I enter into some relation like that..My female friends says im flirt by the way I talk to them..the way I pamper them..cant I pamper them as a friend??cant I talk in that way to see smile on their face??N if they dont like flirtin then why the hell do they talk to me??on the other hand they always asks me to teach them how to flirt..N I always have one answer..I dont know how to flirt...N this is the truth..My male friends call me flirt..Bcoz wherever I go I make new female friends.. N bcoz of my breakups..But let me again tell them I havnt ditched any girl...N dont leave old friends when make new ones..They then say this is what flirtin is...is it so??I have thought so many times..Searched dictionaries..dictionary says..Flirtin is To make playfully romantic or sexual overtures....But im still away from such things....

Im still in confusion...If any1 of u can explain me that im flirt..Please do tell me...But i will still not leave flirtin if it is actually flirtin only..Bcoz this is the way i live..N accordin to me im not doing anythin wrong...:)but will really like to know what exactly flirtin is.....





Thursday, November 20, 2008

3 Mistakes Of My Life



Makin mistakes is not new to all of us..Even if its u or me or anyone else..But more important is learnin from our mistakes n more important is not repeatin them..But whats the fun in livin without makin mistakes ????
Here r few mistakes i made n still love to make many..:)

Mistake 1

                       

Never get inspired my movies like LAKSHYA or any model in MTV or channel V..U may end up lookin like this..A man thrown out of Indian Army..N prayin to get his hair back..Or his job..Bcoz we are actually not HRITIK ROSHAN n dont even have PREETI ZINTA..:)

Mistake 2

                                          

Never get inspired my movies like TAARE ZAMEEN PAR in this fashion..U may end up lookin like this..A small 10 year boy sufferin from dyslexia..N spendin his precious pocket money in buyin gels n all which he could have used to get his cellphone recharge n keep his girlfreind happy..Bcoz we are actually not AAMIR KHAN or DARSHEEL...:)

Mistake 3

                                           



Never get inspired by movies like GAJINI or Aamir's look..U may end up like this..Askin people to find longest hair on our head..People shoutin on u like hell..Ur parents not lettin u enter inside ur own home..People refusin to recognize u..People puttin label of self obsessed on u..N u dont have any other option than waitin for ur hair to grow back..But there will be few of ur friends who will really cherish u with comments like it was lookin good n somewhat like some soccer player..but its nothin like that..We really look weird in this hairdo..Bcoz we r actually not AAMIR KHAN n dont have 8 pack abs..:)