winter BLUES ???

i want to write..

i dont want to write..

i want to study..

i dont want to study..

i want to sleep..

i dont want to sleep..

i want to go out..

i dont want to go out..

i want to talk..

i dont want to talk..

i want to come online..

i dont want to come online..

i want to play..

i dont want to play..

i want to watch movie..

i dont want to watch movie..

i want to eat..

i dont want to eat..

i want to listen..

i dont want to listen..

i want to smile..

i dont want to smile..

i want to have bath..

i dont want to have bath..

i am missing someone..

i am not missing someone..

i know what is this..

i dont know what is this..

i know whats happening to me..

i dont know whats happening to me..

i know what im writing..

i dont know what im writing..

i am having winter blues??

i am not...........???