So many; Still alone

How many times it has happened in our life that more the number of people around, more we feel lonely..or in other words...How many times we felt we feel lonely in most populated crowd.??

How many times we have so many friends around to make...And all approachable..rather they approach u themselves..but still u run away from them..Why???Are u scared??If scared..Then scared of what???Yourself??Them??Or making new friends??Or loosing all friends??None of the question fits into the situation.And also none of the answer fits into the situation...Or situation itself doesn't allow you to fit in??I guess, this never happens...We are ourselves not able to fit into it..

After all this question and answer thing.. Still the statement exists exactly same..

How can we define loneliness??Or how can we measure loneliness??Answers to both these questions will never give us solution to run away from loneliness...However, just try to enjoy that very moment, when u are all alone may help u out....as it has just helped me...:)

Good Bye TCS** **conditions apply**

My Final Good Bye mail to TCS :




Finally, its the time when I am gonna take your time.. I have been a year late in doing this, my much awaited task...This shows how dedicated Im towards all the tasks assigned to me, that I took nearly 1 more year to complete it....My all the leads and managers must be now grawnning in their minds reading above lines. 


Actually today is fortunately my last day in TCS as I am now moving out for my higher studies. However, as I am writing this mail I have started feeling that this is unfortunately my last day. It has been very entertaining journey for me..I mentioned just entertaining because this is the word which pushes me towards everything I do..And all the other common words learning, teaching, professionalism etc etc comes under this single word for me...


 My journey in Humana project has been just 6 months long. But these 6 months were not less for me to make great relations with everyone in the project. This medium may become exhausted if I thank each one separately. However, there are few people whom i cant miss....


 Nisha - Thanks for all your cooperation is making me comfortable in starting of my joining this project. She tried her best in listening to my problems and solving them for me. Though I was never interested in coming to Noida. But, she made sure that I miss Humana one day in future...And here I am.....One confession...All my problems were just excuses not to come to Noida..:)

 Nitin - He is the person who must have got angry many times over me but only in my absence..But, Sir as u know I never escape from work and never leave my work pending..There were situations which were unavoidable for my unplanned leaves...(for me still they were planned)..Thanks for all your cooperation..

Gyanendra - He is the one who has given me all the freedom..Also, always encouraged me to work more and more ..He is the one who even gave me credit for the work which I didn't deserve..Thanks a lot... It was really great working under you..



 Navneet - To say something about him. I am quoting someone's word from the project, "He is our Aamir Khan....Mr. PERFECTIONIST'. Sir, it was really awesome working under you. Onsite is always projected as something evil..But under you it was totally different..We always felt at same level with you..And I have learnt lot from you..Not just technically but also managerial skills..Which for sure I am gonna carry with me..

 Ajay - He is the most technical guy in Human KMG..I guess Ajay dont wanna hear more than this...:)

 Saurabh - I know him since I know AS400..Anything I say about him and his support will be less..He is the one who gonna miss me most here...:)

Finally its time for TITLIYAs ( Neha, Poorva, Sirisha, Sunanda, Priyanka and badi titli - Samta) - Don know what to say..But just gonna miss u all..I know there are people who maybe jealous of me..Must be manipulating thoughts in their mind about our GANG..but we call it GANG BANG...Cheers to you all..:) And I never taught them anything against their seniors or so. However, I felt it should be my responsibility (like others) to raise them from just 'Trainees' tag..Its really important for them to learn professionalism along with technical stuff for their future..It was the same process which was followed by Saurabh towards me..So its part of my corporate responsibility to teach my juniors what all I have learnt...

 I think most of you must have closed this email..But for all those who are still reading...Thanks for all your co-operation..It has been wonderful working with you all...All the best for your future...

 HUMANA ROCKS....!!!!

 I will be available at  tushchill@gmail.com till I come back to TCS....!!!!!

Stay in contact......:)

Thanks & Regards,
Tushar Arora
Humana - KMG
Tata Consultancy Services